Advice, for teenage life please?

l'm 14, and l think there's something screwed up in my head. l think about death. l like to be depressed, and for people to feel bad for me. l always have an attitude lately. l have an intense fear of the Hollywood Sign. l have a slight sexual infatuation with stomachs growling, and l have since as long as l can remember but nobody knows that. l was afraid of signs and logos as a child. l have never had a boyfriend l have horrible self esteem. lve been depressed for two years straight, and lm not sure if l still am. l consider doing horrible things, like drugs and suicide. l scratch my wrists until they bleed l find if overwhelming to have a lot of friends, but l want more. l just really, really need help, and to let this out. For advice, for anything. Because l couldn't tell anybody l know any of this.Advice, for teenage life please?
well alot of that sounds really serious so maybe talk to a counselor (before ask that you both can keep quiet about what you say for a while) the other thing about sexual feelings and low self esteem of course your thinking that your a teenager for heavens sake i think that stuff all the the time my minds like a walking porn sight that sounds bad but my mind is sort of (by the way i also get turned on my something wierd, Break Ice bazzarr huh). Also find some close friends out of your trillions to hang out with and confront them the most,(but dont block out the others) to distract you. and the sign thing, sounds like you have a bad phobia of them but talk to your parents about that atleast that sounds like the least emarrasing thing of them all.


-thats alot but im no pofessional hope it helps thoughAdvice, for teenage life please?
You need to see a psychologist. It sounds like you have depression, as well as a phobia. A psychologist will give you a chance to vent and they are bound by law not to tell anyone. It's the safest way to vent everything without people close to you finding out. (If you don't want those people to find out, of course.) It sounds like you are still depressed. Different symptoms can manifest at different times.





I really would recommend seing a doctor. From experience, it does help. You can't handle these problems on your own; a trained professional could eliminate your problem.
you need to consult a therapist/physician or even a hotline if you would like to remain anonymous. you need to know that you have people who support you and that there are many who will stand by you. It seems as though you are in a deep state of depression and that you need to talk to some one about your anxieties or daily stress even if you are young. if something has happened to you in the past that is traumatic this could be another cause. Make sure you talk to someone even if its just a friend/ teacher or counseler.
im 15(almost 16) and i have been though this stage. all i thought about was me and others i loved dying and i wanted bad stuff to happen to me. At night when i couldnt get thoughts out of my mind i would choke myself until i passed out. i thought i was crazy and everyone i tried to talk just got annoyed. i know what you are going through. please email me. i will talk you through this whole thing. :) dont be shy. if you dont know what to say then just email hello or anything you want. dont go through this by yourself. :)
over come your fear...learn they are just letters and designs


stop hurting yourself...it wont do you any good, and if someone bocomes attracted to you, those scars wont help/


theres nothing to be really depressed about, at least you have people to talk to and arent living in a third world country.


listening to music really helps..
Honey, you should tell an adult or a counselor so they can get you some help. It helps to talk about it, just go to therapy or counseling to help talk yourslef through the ';depression.';


Good Luck
Kid, you need a counsular. it might just be a fase your going through right now. there is nothing nobody can do here on yahoo.com you need professional help.


-mahala.
you really need to see a councilor at school or in town. Just don't kill your self